Monday, April 23, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:43 AM
reading the seniors' blogs made me cry. they seriously make so much sense. i was reading clarice's kelvin's and ruixiong's blogs. they said things which mean so much. i dont know what to think, it has been a long time since i was so "emotionally impacted". but i guess thats good. anything will beat that kind of slacky sloppish attitude towards dance we could have been having now if not for friday. friday was all about putting things back into place, back into where they should be in the first place. to remind all of us what we are doing here for. why we are practising. why do we even go for practices.
friday was good.thanks kelvin, liuqian, clarice, nicholas, meiling for what you said on friday which opened up both our eyes and our hearts. thanks ainan ruixiong samantha for always being such wonderful seniors. all of you are probably the greatest seniors one can ever have:)
quoting kelvin, "because to believe you can do it, is to reciprocate the faith that has been devoted to you." the seniors have so much belief and faith in us since the beginning of day one. but we were always too preoccupied and too blind to realise. friday opened up all of our eyes. and made us realise how much we want to do this. its about mad. it's for mad.
tmr and tuesday. then wednesday. wednesday. when it's all going to happen. nothing is going to matter as much. nothing NOTHING. my thoughts will be on syf every hour every minute every second. i feel so scared. but nothing is going to be as important to me as syf is. every second, im going to think dream sleep breathe
dance. yes, this dance is THAT important to me. hwachong modern syf 2007. journey. it has been such a memorable and wonderful journey. i dont want wednesday to come. i dont want anything to end. i do not deny that there were many times when i dreaded going for cca. but now, i dont mind going for syf practices day and night forever and ever. i just dont want syf to end. i dont want to hear the end of the music. i want it to last on and on and till forever.
i am very proud that i can say this: i love the seniors, i love my batchmates, and i love mad. mad is (mad)love<3.
i'm going to live for,what i know i need;